I tend to brag about my brother - this is a reoccurring theme I have noticed - yes there is a new baby but that's a bit different :p - all his crazy accomplishments & creations & ideas & & & & & & there are only going to be more
How does someone live up to that? I know I don't have to but it is difficult to look at me & my siblings & feel really positive about myself
Oldest (brother) - graduated on time owns business' even while in high school - super cool - super nerd - busting ass & looking good while doing it - successful marriage ....
Middle (sister) - graduated a few months late - very similar to oldest - awesome artist - more liberal - & all of the above as the oldest yet very different than him & by outward appearance (as in possessions) would probably be voted #2
Me - graduate a while year late - was housebound for over a year due to anxiety & fear of ... of ... living?!?! Can't afford a place to live - no business - barely a job - failed marriage - in a relationship that I don't know where it is going - AHHH! I did graduate & pass the state medical boards for massage therapy - If all the work I have done since my license - it probably does even add up to 20 hours (not including the beggers who I work on for nothing!)
I just want to scream - cigarettes ... mmm ... I mean yuck yuck yuck!
I met a super cool chick online in a swap (she sent me some really cool shit) & now I want to be BFF. Anyway - I mentioned I should just up & move to AUS & she replied telling me how there is totally going to be a place to live soon near here. Little did she know ... I will be thinking about that for WEEKS now! Going over the millions & billions of ways that I could make it happen ... if like most other things - nothing will.
It is really odd though because I have always wanted to move to AUS - no clue why - never been there - really don't know anything about the country - but ever since I was young I was drawn to something.
Probably a book we had as kids ... Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day
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