A Biz Post

It has been a week now - the dr's & I have been working to lower my anti-depressant to NONE!

I love knowing I will be off of some meds instead of adding more to my cocktail - I never thought ridding myself of meds would be this dreadful

I spent the weekend mostly on the bathroom floor or extremely close by - I am having withdraw from Cymbalta - My dr also had me dropping my klonopin at the same time - I think that is what caused all the withdraw symptoms

I don't handle med changes well - when she first started me on a "normal" beginning dosage of Lithium I couldn't hang with it - TOO MUCH - I am very sensitive to what is in my body - well in recent cases what is NOT in my body.

I have come to the conculsion that I would never be able to do hard street drugs (not that I was planning on it!) I would not be able to handle the withdraw symptoms - I am still having some twinges of withdraw roll through randomly throughout the day

They feel like mini panic attacks - I HATE that feeling - it truely scares me. I do NOT want to go back to what I have been working so hard to alleviate.