Today

He is sitting in jail today - he turned himself in so he can clear the warrant
I have seen him the past 2 days & he says he misses me a lot & doesn't want me to leave at bedtime - I am really proud of myself for leaving both nights

He is scared today - his mom told me he was really nervous this morning

I don't know what will happen with him & I - I love him so much but he needs help & I can't change him

Taking it slow is the way to go

Im working to find a place of my own - its scary but much needed - I have been connected at the hip with someone as far as I can I remember - it is about time I break loose & find myself

Everything happens for a reason - I hope he is finding his reason.